She told me I kept talking about all the 'good vibes' around me. My friend says I was acting pretty normal that night, except for I was slightly more talkative, and sometimes my speech drawled, starting to slur but very slightly. It probably would have been really embarrassing if my mood wasn't so completely stabilized by the Nuerontin (a mood stabilizer!) I just wasn't feeling or expressing much emotion. Even during the sex the nausea continued, as I had to get up twice during foreplay to go gag (at this point I had nothing left in my stomach to vomit). I cannot say that I didn't want to - I did at the time - but the mood I was in coming down from the Neurontin made me feel indifferent and open to anything without really thinking things through and it just seemed natural to sleep with him, even though to my personality doing so much that fast was definitely not natural. We decided to go into her bedroom and we proceeded to have sex even though I had never ever had a one night stand before and am usually quite modest in the bedroom department. The boy I was with started touching me and hugging me and kissing my neck during the long car ride home and that felt VERY good but I don't attribute that to the Neurontin. We finally got back to my friend's house around 2am, and by this point the social buzzy feeling had left and I was left feeling sort of nonchalant/apathetic and sort of dull. I knew I wanted to smoke some pot to calm my stomach but we didn't have any so I just tried to pretend like I wasn't sick. My friend had ordered a glass of wine and I had a sip to taste but just the little sip made me sick. I had fun talking and laughing and smoking and being social, but had to excuse myself 4 times to go vomit in the restroom. At this point my stomach was in a lot of pain. The problem was the nausea.īy midnight we decided to go to a hookah bar. I chatted and was witty and in a generally good mood. However, I am normally VERY shy, especially around cute single boys, and I could tell I was very social. I threw up 2 more times at the restaurant. We went to a quirky coffee shop and I ordered some mint tea to calm my stomach. By the time we left the club at around 11pm (about 1 1/2 hours after first inhaling) I needed to throw up and I did. I especially liked shaking my head it felt very nice. During the set we went to see, I felt pretty energetic and liked to move around and I attribute this to the Neurontin. I went to a club with a friend from high school and one of her new friends from college, a rather attractive boy. I started the night off extremely nauseated. It was sour and bitter and burned a little. The powder burned rather bad when I snorted it and the drip was much worse then anything I had ever used before. However much the Neurontin looked like cocaine though it was no coke.
As an ex-cocaine user, I have a powerful attachment to the snorting process and love everything about it - how it feels, the drip, etc. When I realized how much I was going to have to snort, I decided to just snort 2 of the 300mg pills then swallow the rest. One night I was desperate to snort something other then cocaine so I decided to snort some Neurontin that my doctor had just prescribed me.
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